changes..

Once timid, now bold..
Once humble, now boast..
Once carefull, now careless..
Once loving, now hateful..

Whatever it is the changes, it all comes from deep inside, you are the one who decides when and how to change..

Gempa ....!!!

hari ini sekitar jam 3 sore ada gempaa.....
banyak kejadian lucu di sekitar gw..

ada yang diruang meeting, sudah tau gempa tapi malah diskusi dulu gempa apa bukan
(mungkin karena ada di ruang meeting ya, jadi bawaannya mau diskusi terus)
"eh gempa nih ga ada yang mau keluar..?" ada yang panik
"*^$#$%@#*)&)&@()" pada asik diskusi gempa beneran apa bukan
"keluar ya keluar ya ya ya..?" Sambil megang gagang pintu

ada juga yang masih di kamar mandi boker
(ngiranya dia tekanan darah rendah, magkanya keleyengan)
ceritanya gw udah keluar, tapi pas diluar gw ga liat temen gw satu ini,
jadi gw masuk lagi nyariin dia, kantor semua kosong,
taunya dia anteng2 aja di kamar mandi sambil baca Archie..
pas gw bilang "oi gempa masih boker??!!" jawabannya hanya "nanggung han.."
hahahaha... antara sebel dan mau ketawa.. dan gw masih nungguin dia sekitar 2 menitan sebelom kita berdua benar2 keluar dari gedung..

dan ternyata ga cuman di sekitar gw aja yang begitu..
dari update facebook dkk,
ada yang turun dari lantai 54..(melalui tangga)
ada yang turun dari lantai 14..(masih pake tangga)
ada juga yang turun dari lantai 6.. (tapi sambil keramas)

semoga gempa susulan yang di isukan ga akan terjadi (apalagi tsunami) amit amit amit....

Selfish..

A selfish little girl who wishes not to grow up..
Wishes to stay small and little so that she could make her mistakes..
Mistakes that she would not be blamed for, coz she's still small and little..
But then the time keeps running..
Without looking back at her..
Without feelings of guilt or responsibility..
It just keeps running away from her..
Runs away and never come back..
By the time she wakes up, everything is too late..
She grew without her realising that she's still making mistakes..
While everyone she knew already had their mistakes corrected..

Save me..

Leave me alone for now,
Coz I don't want to be told
Don't say I told you so, just comfort me..
I know it's selfish, it's the way I am now..
I want to be selfish for once in my life..
I've always been putting up with everything..
Now my heart and soul wants to rebell..
Wants to be selfish for all I can..
Don't stop me, coz I will stop my self..
But if I get out of control, save me..
Wake me up, so that I could be normal again..

untuk di renungkan..

kenapa orang miskin tambah miskin, orang kaya tambah kaya..

bayangin, orang orang miskin hanya berpikiran:
"aduh, kita orang miskin, orang ga punya, mau apa apa susah, mau cari kerja susah, ga ada yang mau nolong kita"
padahal sebenernya mereka bisa ngelawan status mereka yang miskin dan kerja keras buat jadi ga miskin..

sementara orang kaya hanya berpikiran:
"dih kenapa musti nolongin orang miskin yang ga bisa bikin gw tambah kaya, mending gw deketin orang orang yang kaya biar kaya nya nular"
ato
"dih, ga level maen sama orang miskin"
padahal mereka ga tau, jika kita menolong sesama (apalagi menolong orang yang patut di tolong) maka kita akan di balaskan berkali kali lipat daripada apa yang kita beri.

untuk semua orang yang selalu berpikiran miskin, mulailah dengan sekarang, bagaimana jika kita berpikiran kaya tetapi tetap sederhana.. dan berjuang untuk hidup lebih bahagia..

untuk semua orang orang yang kaya, mulailah menjadi orang yang tidak memilih, siapapun temannya, satu waktu nanti mereka akan menjadi orang yang mungkin lebih hebat dari kamu. lebih hebat dalam pikiran dan perbuatan.. setiap orang memiliki rodanya masing masing..

dan kita semua bukan berada di tengah roda yang hanya ada di tengah, kita terus berputar, kadang kita berada diatas, kadang kita berada di bawah.. jadi janganlah berpikiran jahat tentang orang orang yang sedang berada di bawah, karena suatu saat jika nanti kamu ada di bawah, kamu akan mengalami sakit yang kamu timbulkan di pikiran dan hati orang yang pernah kamu sakiti..

Ending...

Every ending is a new beginning as everyone has always been reminding me..
but as the end of my today today.. I feel very sad..
even tough I'm not really that close to this place.. but.. this ending is sad.. very sad in fact..
I have always hated ending.. and all the elements it brings..
as I bid my colleagues goodbye one by one.. its like stripping every contacts along with it..
its like loosing a piece of heart that I have planted to this place, for these people..
every sad tears are held back, every sad words are unsaid..

I only want to leave happily, with a big big smile on my face..
not that I want to boast myself.. but I know that this decision is the best for me..
I hope that by doing this I will find what I have been searching for..
and i know that you all will always be praying for my success, as i would pray for you all..

forgive me for the selfishness that i have done un-purposely or purposely..
forgive me for the words that has broken hearts, again i have done that without purpose..

and thank you for the guidance that has been given to me,
all the support that has been thrown to lift me up,
and not forgetting all the critics that i have received from most of you guys..

thank you, i said these words from my deepest heart..



lots of hugs and love,
hunniebunniebee

happy..

today.. i have accepted an email..
it was an extraordinary email..
maybe u would say that its just an email..
but to me and some of my closest people would say that that is extraordinary..

it was my ticket to other door of my journey..
as some would say every ending is a new beginning..
welcome my new door.. :))